THY WILL BE DONE
SERMON PREACHED BY FR. TONY NOBLE ON March 28th, 2010
Psalm 22:1 “My God, my God. Why hast Thou forsaken me?”
Last Thursday we celebrateD the feast of the
Annunciation – that pivotal moment when the Archangel Gabriel, came to the
Virgin Mary and said she was to be the mother of the Savior. As I was reflecting on this feast day, I
thought of a question: What if the
Blessed Virgin had said no to the Archangel Gabriel? She didn’t, of course - but conceivably, she
could have. For the incarnation did
depend on Mary saying yes - and we know that was how it was. But there was enough hesitation in the
conversation between Mary and the archangel, and fear in her mind, that she
might have said no.
This led me to muse on the question: what if Jesus
had said no this week? What if He had shrunk from His journey to the
cross? What if He had not gone through
Palm Sunday, because He was afraid? He
didn’t, of course. Like Mary, on His
‘yes’ to God hangs the salvation of the world.
As well as being the Son of God, Jesus was also human – true God and
true man. So He could have said no. Nothing rams this point home better than the
words of Psalm 22, which Jesus uttered from the cross: “My God, my God. Why hast Thou forsaken me?”
In the recitation of Psalm 22 we see the human Jesus,
the one that could have said 'no'. Was
this cry from the cross a cry of desperation, or regret, or inner turmoil, or
perhaps the cry of one who wishes He were dead already?
We may not have felt forsaken by God, but we might
have felt forsaken by men. Even abandoned by those we love, and perhaps, even a
hint of that opening of Psalm 22.
Today Jesus enters the holy city of Jerusalem. “Hosanna to the son of David,” the crowd
shouted. Riding on a donkey was a
prophecy of the Messiah - and it just might have seemed to Jesus that at this
moment He was to accomplish His vocation as Messiah, and fulfill all those
ancient prophesies - without going through the depths of Holy Week. He could have thought that today it was
accomplished.
Did He know that their shouts of, “Hosanna”, would
turn to, “Crucify Him” on Friday? When
that did happen, Jesus knew what it was to be forsaken by men. On the cross on Friday, it must have seemed
to Jesus that even God had forsaken Him. And so He cries Psalm 22:1.
Now even if we have known the feeling of being
forsaken, abandoned, and even betrayed, we do find it hard to believe that
Jesus would have gone through that experience.
But who can doubt, that in His suffering Jesus was feeling alone? I find great comfort in this. Jesus has been where we have been.
We might not have felt forsaken by God, but we know
the depths of life - be it sadness, bereavement or just the unlucky things that
come our way. So when Jesus says, “My
God, my God”, perhaps we know, and perhaps He’s identifying with us in that
way.
As we look at Jesus on the cross, we see Him not only
going through what we have been through - but we see Jesus going through the
wilderness experience. That same wilderness experience we remembered at the
beginning of Lent, when Jesus went into the wilderness of Judea for forty days. Now it seems that, once again for Jesus,
there is this wilderness experience.
Lent now concludes with Jesus alone with God - and it is the wilderness
of Holy Week. It begins with Jesus
riding into Jerusalem to public acclamation. But it will soon be followed by
the betrayal in the garden - and Jesus will know that loneliness that He also
experienced in the wilderness for those forty days.
The wilderness has come full turn - and it will come
to its fullness on Maundy Thursday in the His night of prayer, His watch in the
garden of Gethsemane. Then to that final wilderness, which will be on the
cross.
Satan’s temptations, which Jesus experienced in the
desert, will come to Him in this wilderness at the end also. On Maundy Thursday, in his desperate prayer,
Jesus says to the Father, “If this cup, but pass me by?” But then, like Mary, He says, “Nevertheless,
not My will, but Thine be done.” But
when He says, “If this cup, but pass me by,” the reality of what faced
Him has caused a cry from the heart.
This is the same temptation of those forty days in
the desert. It’s the temptation to
achieve the kingdom by an easy way - by riding on a donkey, to shouts of joy,
rather than the cup of suffering.
Today it seems that it might be possible to usher in
the kingdom by riding on a donkey into the Holy City. But on Maundy Thursday
Jesus will know there is nothing less than the cup to be drunk, which is the
cup of bitter pain.
On Good Friday Jesus is faced with another of those
wilderness temptations. The crowd says,
“If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross.” Back in the desert, Satan said to Jesus, “If
you are the Son of God, through yourself down." In the wilderness, come down from the temple
- on Calvary, come down from the cross.
Jesus refused in the wilderness to come down - and on Good Friday He is
unable to come down. For the cup that He
wanted to pass Him by, must be drunk to the very dregs.
Just as Jesus faced Satan in the wilderness, so this
week Jesus comes face-to-face with Satan again.
At first, it seems that God has forsaken him. This is the ultimate
suffering of Jesus – the final wilderness – the wilderness of being completely
alone, even without God. For Jesus to
walk in this wilderness requires faith.
God will not be made use of in the wilderness, and
Jesus was not tempted to do so. Jesus
will not make use of God even on the cross.
Jesus’ example this week calls us, who follow Him, to
live by faith also. To live by faith in
the wilderness, which is our world today, where we live and move.
So, my dear brothers and sisters, come and walk with
Jesus in faith this week – this Holy Week.
Let it be a great adventure by which we will live out our faith.
Come, let us go with Jesus to Jerusalem!